My own fire and ice
This is the time of year I miss the cooler weather. The heat makes me a shut in. It hasn't quite happened yet because I am required by husband's law to get out and go to physical therapy for my back. but this is my last week of physical therapy. I'm not fixed. I'm marginally better. I still have really bad days and I'm not sure if when I stop going I will still have good days. We will just have to see I guess. Maybe when I stop and there isn't a lot of improvement they will figure out another option to try and help. I have had days where I can stand and do things, but then I overdo it and have bad days. It is really hard to not do things when I am here and they need to be done. The fire part is I'm still having the burning feeling. Once I woke up and it was like a hot flash, if a hot flash feels like your body is literally on fire. With real flames. Not just warm, not just 'whew get me a fan' but a "my skin is burning off please make it stop&q